huh. interesting isnt it. i to am amazed by it...or maybe...
Confused? Welcome to my life...probly alot of other people's lives too. fUN. So here i am sitting at my computer typing and thinking of random things to put in this. My mind is blank - i blame god...*shifty eyes* or maybe Lucifer he's fun to blame things on too. Just maybe. So if you've actually looked at the new things i put in my collection they're brush sets becasue im attmepting (being the operative word) to try (another operative) and use photoshop. I've so far loaded the same brush set multiple times and had to delete them all. The fact that i actually put that in here and realized i did and write about it instead of deleting it just shows how strange i really am. If you think you understand me, well maybe you do who am i to say you dont. *Shrugs* School started up again just last week in Queensland. Year 11 term 4 = Fail. that was the same with term 3 come to think of it, wow school really needs to get some new material. No but really school is freaking me out and i'm only fifteen. so much for year 10 setting us up for year 11 it's all lies. If anyone goes to school in queensland and is in year 10 and they told you that tell them they lie. but then again it could just be my school with its retardedness (is that a word or did i just spell it wrong?) So im still kinda writing my story but have given up on the whole showing anyone anymore. just writing it when i can and stuff. school's kinda getting in the road of everything right now and its only second week and i havent done anything so imagine what its going to be like when i start...i hope you can cause i cant fathom it.! I dont always understand why people believe in religion and im not about it go into a giant debate with myself but i guess its good that alot of people have something in their lives that even if they waver in faith for just a second they seem to always know it will still be there. Whereas i dont know what to believe or if i should and i dont have faith in anything and nothing to know it will always be there even when i forget. Some may say its always there even if you dont believe but if i dont believe it myself than to me its not there. And in a way that kinda saddens me but i also dont think im missing anything. i may not see something in front of me all the time but im still here so i guess i just gotta look harder or something right?
Maybe...

Good talking to myself again